Excuse me please for this wordy whining post.
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I wonder at times am i depriving you for everything?
your friends, freedom and all.
you're someone who doesn't like being controlled
neither do i .
things happened as fast as i ever thought.
Is it because of the recent stuffs that happened on me
which lead to this, right now. The situation.
Or is there something really wrong with me
i want to last in this relationship
i cherish this relationship, which i waited for long.
I want to put down what happened recently and move on
together with you.
deep inside my heart, i'm hurt
but i bring up a smile whenever i see.
you don't like me frowning. so i smile instead.
I don't want it to be gone , like it shattered in the dust

no matter what, i'm trying very hard
to get everything in place.

but for all i know.
I Love you .


i envy others.
can we be like them ?
i wonder...

i hope everything will be resolve by this week