I guess my little pinky nail is gonna chip off soon
Back from Plaza Sing and Bishan w dap and pheebs

So we got Phoebe a goggles, and she was really gulible
to believe me that that goggles we'r choosing is for me. HAHA.
I guess, Dap and my acting skills wasn't that bad.

I'm going to rush my Last min poa now.
Wouldn't want LKT to come ranting at me tomorrow
or rather throw me out of the class.

D:Toodles

School Reopens today.
Makes me feel mundane in school today
Nevertheless, Wanxian Went to do some
actions from Super Junior's Mv Sorry sorry
which made pheebs said she look like she too tall
for the chopping board which have meat on it to chop
HAHA.
Other then that There was this Cherie who kept repeating Michael
Jackson's Famous Signature scream.which literally made us
laugh like crazy girls from 1st floor to 4th .

HAHA.

Yes, I'm finally out with everything
i kind of love the feeling and the way i am now:)

July's a budget month,
but i guess it's worth it.

Peaceful.Ain't it?
One side, I'm fustrated .
the other, I'm doing things to make me happy
Mixed feelings?

I swam with Daphne @ Anchorvale's CC today .
Afterall,I'm still good at my frog style, she's good at her freestyle.
And we thought we'll teach Pheebs one day when we head over there.
then we can be the individual style instructor :D

Had our lunch over at compass's KFC.
And she told me a lot of stuffs, which really made me think back.
Then i began to have many whys in my head, yes again.
I don't want to regret over the things that i'm going to do.
Even if it really happens, I Won't be strong and not cry .
Cherie always tell me that I'm strong.
I guess not, Strong in the outside, Vulnerable inside.
That's me.

Life hasn't been good for me.
I feel that i'm just another person.
I really want to have the answer to my question.
You're dear to me.
Do i believe in Forever?
If both parties are willing to give it all.
Why not?

Ronald, I Love You.

Horoscope for Scorpio.

Listen to your friends today -- they know way more than they are letting on! You may learn much more than you had previously known about something or someone of some importance to you.

Ha. the above reading seemed very true for today.
I've been through ups and downs to the present Vanessa.
I don't want anything wrong in my life.
What i'm going to do is benefical for us.
I'll know the answer to my question soon.

I woke up with swollen eyes today
and the very first moment mum saw me , She questioned me.
I've got no choice to hide it but to tell her.

Originally the plan was to have her meal with her friends.
but it was changed to tomorrow
so i went ahead to treat her to Aston with the two little kids.
And that, actually i wanted to treat her to Dinner too
at some western restaurant cause i don't take japanese food.
But ron couldn't make it for dinner so i told her to go ahead with her plans

So here i am ,left with two little kids
and went over to Hair secrets to get my photoshoot disc
and gifts.







have a look at my eyelids.

i was being fickle minded today

Mum told me Michael Jackson Died.
Cause of some complications

from the age of 5 onwards, i was afraid of Michael Jackson
after which the incident happened which was performed by My dad and uncle James.

heading out later, And i'm free tonight.
Maybe i shall Go over to Singapore River Festival alone

Or have a dinner at some where else.


Sorry for my everything,

I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU.
BEEN THROUGH CHALLENGES BEFORE GETTING TOGETHER
I CHERISH WHAT I HAVE NOW
I MAY BE DIFFERENT FROM THE PAST
BUT I'M STILL VANESSA

ALL I KNOW IS THAT.
I LOVE YOU DEEPLY .


RON (:

so now i know, the butterfly logo belongs to Aeropostale

Today's outing was to Wild wild wet
cause Jx's Tickets are going to expire on the 28th.
plus this pretty nice lady in front of us helped us
saved a sum of money , $30 bucks
cause she used her HSBC card and her NTUC union member.
So we only had to pay a pretty small amount for our entrance.

It's fun seeing guys screaming when they slide down
the Samsung slip Up. Ha, Doesn't mean that you're built
will mean that you have the courage.
I guess Dap and I were the steady ones among them.

Did i mentioned? My contacts dropped off once, and almost drop
another time when i reached 1.8m for the tsunami side.
damnit, for an instance. i hate wearing contacts.


I've got cuts on my toes,i'm not surprised.
everytime i visit Wild Wild wet , Cuts are bound to be found at the end
of the day .

It's fun hanging out with my friends.

I'm going out to celebrate mummy's birthday with her friends
at town area tomorrow.

Supposingly we're going to Flyer tomorrow.
But i'm not sure will we still stick to this plan.
cause a few can't make it. Which includes Ronald.
which spoils my mood cause i've always wanted to ride it with him

It's okay , Vanessa. Another time perhaps.

I reached home early today and i'm happy that i didn't went out today
Maosheng asked me to pool cause others wanted to go. but nah. No mood.

I wanted to do my homework , but i ended up Sleeping.
Insomnia is officially back, and i can't catch any sleep.Very irritating.
School's going to reopen soon. Study time!:D

Pheebs wanxian and i had our lunch At pepper lunch
and next to us was Mrs Ng, Super Funny.
she came over to talk about how we're progressing.
Perhaps,we're fine.

I've got no mood for anything now.
I want to get nice photos.
.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN CHUA D:

Hope you enjoyed today .
And sisters, i'm fine already.No worries.

Dine at Aston for bryan's birthday
before that ron and i went to get his cake.
and we got it from this shop that sells cake made in Japan or something like that
The lady told us that Ichigo is the best seller in Japan .
And so we got it for Bryan .

after aston, we caught a movie.
Ghost of Girlfriend past
Average show, but touching.


Can't wait for Thursday Day out WWW.
And probably if Friday night . Singapore flyer D:

I just got home from Np's bbq.
I had fun over there, Real fun.
yea, that probably made my day after one whole day of sulking
apart from Wanxian and Cherie.

Accompanied Cherie to collect her pay @ some Place.
and headed over to Bugis. It's been long since i went out shopping.
kay,i admit i didn't have the mood to shop at all.
The two of them cheered me up, Used all sort of ideas
but to no avail.Sorry girls.

Don't worry, I'm strong.Remember?
Even if i have to cry, it wouldn't be in front of you guys.

Van Stay strong D:
I guess probably i thought too much of it.
and thought it the other way roubd.

I've got to conquered the ups and downs in my life myself.
Courage dear!

BBQ food for two days already .
hope there isn't any sore throat coming down




I hope we'll stay like this.
Oh. this morning. I mistook Tobin's backview as for Ron's

Maosheng, i'm not emo queen D;
I've got no idea why.


I wanted to shout everything out.
But..

i'm off to poa homework .

I've just got home From Jingyi's house
for her birthday celebration.

Finally finished with my English compre and summary which
i aimed to finish it up yesterday. No motivation.Can't blame

4 days without Ronald. Torturing. Can't sleep well.:(
Met up with Daryl and Dawn and headed over to JY's House.
WE got everything planned properly.
Until Frankie told us that her mum told her that her friends
are at her house anticipating her. Ha
PLAN B. We did this . HEY YOU AH MA HAPPY BIRTHDAY
One word by one person.
Failed too! Ha, we were all laughing our ass off by doing that.

I guess the only thing that caught her attention was how Frankie managed to
teleport from Kovan to her house in such a short time. D:

had bbq for our dinner together with other usual stuffs.
The whole time i was out with Hweemay,Dawn,bernard And julia
bbq-ing food , chatting,
So i'll have consecutive days of bbq considering the fact
that i have one tomorrow At Pungool park with my juniors and instructors.

The funny thing happened when i reached Hougang plaza was that
i managed to bring everything,my stufs and homework
and i forgot to bring the most important of all

JINGYI'S PRESENT. HAHAHA XD

Okay.

Low , count yourself lucky :) you've got a thoughtful boyfriend.



Seeing others , I'm jealous.
i doubt anyone will remember mine, since it's just 3 days before O levels.
It's always like that.

my turn to plan

I want to go

- Singapore Flyer
- singapore River festival
- Wild wild wet
- Shopping for presents for july babies
- have a good meal

before school reopens.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOW JING YI



HAPPY BIRTHDAY REGINA TAN



HAPPY BIRTHDAY GALVIN CHIAM



HAPPY FATHER'S DAY , Daddy


and to all dad

SINGAPORE RIVER FESTIVAL





Kay, i want to visit Clarke quay,Boat quay . Anywhere.
Just want to attend SRF, who want to bring me there?
Provided that you're comfortable with my companion.
My Camera D:

SRF - 19 june to 27 june.

I've finished writing kk and fanny's letter
Left with Dajun's , Chungyiu and ZiShan's

They msn me to inform me that they're sending me letters on monday
how sweet of them.D:I've got to rush the other three
guess i'm sending letters to them soon enough.

okay. another 1 more day vanessa.
i walked passed school around 5 times today
i thought i saw Ronald's back. but my friend told me that i'm
thinking too much of it. HAHA

F did his already
H started doing it
V did it half way .


IDEAS COME TO ME NOWNOW!!

D:


I need to complete :
- Nov 2001 Compre and Summary
- 1 Maths paper
- Stick photos
- Prepare for tomorrow

BY TODAY!

I'll bring my camera wherever i'll go
cause there are always opporturnities of beautiful
scenery and memories for me to capture
and i don't want to let it slip off my hands.

I rotted at home today.
I did homework, but my heart isn't within the world of homework
All i think about is Ronald.
Time passes so slow today.
Ha,i'm making myself sound like Ronald gone to another country
and won't be back for the next one month .

Thought mum wanted to go over to bugis today
in the end she didn't
disappointing.

part II Aftermath of Sentosa is here
not any more painful BUT
Peeling of skin.Ugly.

Tomorrow going out at 11am.
After that , i want to go out.
i need a breather. But Ronald will still be in camp.
Who else there?

I'm starting to think whether wishes come true.

I'VE GOT NO MOTIVATION TO STUDY !

The aftermath of yesterday's sunburnt comes today .
resulted me unable to carry on my bag properly today
when i'm out.

Went over to collect photoshoot's photo.
not really very satisfied with it.
and ronald beside me telling me about that
jewellery on me which was not needed.
Caught up with junler,Jiaxiang,Tobin and jiaqing
for Aston @ Cathay .
I finally caught, DRAG ME TO HELL

I'll rate it 5/5
Super damn nice. a pity for those who didn't turned up
There's always another chance.
I'll re watch it definetly.
Amazed by jiaxiang and jiaqing
who covered their eyes all the way through the movie
Ha, scolding vulgarities whenever they got scared
and jiaxiang shouting jiaqing's name to scare him out of his wits
They turned my horror movie into a comedy one
i laughed through 1/2 the show
amazed by Ron's reaction.
HAHA, Say that i'm a brave girl :)

Jiaqing brought us to a Thailand stall for dinner.
Food was okay. but too big for a portion.
pool after that. No mood. Boring.

My shoe died on me. :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANXIAN AND WEILI!

As the big font showed, it's Wanxian's and Weili's birthday
Headed over to Sentosa to celebrate the two's birthday
Which included. Jiaxiang,Phoebe.Ronald.Vanessa. Daphne.jiaqing.Tobin.Maosheng.Cherie
Junler
Threw Wanxian and Weili into the water then the thrill came
plus the hot weather.shiok!
Played this game. AND I DON'T LIKE IT!
CAUSE IT"S DAMNIT DIFFICULT WHICH MADE ME FALL LIKE SHYT
FOR EVERYTIME I WENT UP
AND I HAD TO DO FORFEIT

Played ZhongJimima after that.
SwaySway i've gotten Dare.
Yea, very nice of friends to gather inside the water
and chat for hours knowing each other dirty little secrets.
but the aftermath. SUNBURNT!



Pheebs and me with the same shirt that we wore and took photo the last time

yesterday was NCO camp campfire.
finally our turn to sit on those benches
and looking at how the campfire was being run
i didn't have the feel for this campfire
i only got high during our performance when hweemay kept
calling my name during our freestyle part.
Crap.

i spent our whole day today @ Lakeside
I was there since 1pm
went over to find Mumsy and Kangling.
Jurong point to get ingredients for Salad.
Salad was a success. but i didn't got a photo of it.
Feeling very shag now.
cause i idle around Lakeside's.

Feeling very useless.
wondering whether to sleep now or wait till 0000
to wish those two birthday girl and boy
i need to wake up tomorrow
to pack my things to Sentosa
and meet ronald at 1015 at compass
i'm afraid that i cannot make it

okay i'll stop whining.
damn,it's irritating

I just got home from suntec w Jiaqing and Dap
Ronald couldn't make it. Nah, Its okay.
i went to do a research on Ron's ideal phone



totally damn cool. I got the urge to change phone
but i just changed mine not long ago.
LG GD900.Totally crystal for the keypad part
ron told me it's gonna launch the phone
at Vivocity on the 14th
I guess i wanna make a trip down on Sunday

Nice Phone everything's nice
PLUs nice Price.Doubly confirm

Back to the topic.
i went crazy outside the waterfall at Suntec
and went to type a message that will be seen at the waterfall.
It look like this


i couldn't wait till 10pm
so we left early without it.

jiaqing video down what i did just now
He said he'll show to Ronald.
Crazy fellow.

Companions of the day
DID I MENTIONED?!
Jiaqing dropped my camera.

i just got home an hour ago
and i'm dead beat
i told ronald that 7 hours of sleep
is enough, i guess i'm contradicitng.
yawned numerous times today.
got caught by ronald.
Ha,i gave constructive ideas to my friend today
i shan't name out.
I feel great.

i just realise that i'm the one planning for
almost all my close friend's birthday
HAHA. Call me the event planner inside my clique
Going IT show tomorrow. or maybe not.
just time out with Ronald.

i got my letter pad.gonna start writing letters to my dear
friends in Hongkong.
I do miss them, they 're having their examinations now
i don't care about the Influenza H1N1 Flu


Ronald told me about his room makeover after O Levels
he wanted
HD TV, Dolby Soundsystem, Fridge, PS3
Above mentioned seems realistic

GUESS WHAT?!!?!?!


he told me he wanna have this


Just so nice we're in Subway

:D

i just reached home at 12 plus.
Church today was fun. HAHA
I feel accomplished!:)

I just helped Cherie accomplished something.
my hands are aching now.
Cherie,Thankme!

i don't know why i'm awake at this time
1.34am. when i need to be in school tomorrow.
See i told ya my prediction's accurate
Insomnia.

I've got loads of things to accomplished.
- Visit IT show
- Singapore flyer
- Hols homework
- Tidy my room
- Birthday present
- Movies

the list goes on.

I got a meal of lobster just now At jurong east.
thanks Aunt lie zi!

i got myself a pair of shoes, one dress, one book from kinokuniya , and two tubes.
Woah. i didn't expect myself to get stuffs .
I merely thought i'll be a tour guide for Kangling after church
i stood for almost an hour in train.



Ronald. The message you sent me in the afternoon made my day
and pleaseplease don't mistake someone else for me right?
:)

Loves.!

I have an IQ higher then 80.
cause i can make that RRRR sound.
but that doesn't mean that if i cannot do that RRR sound
my IQ will be lower then 80
Don't presume Ronald

I managed to get hold of time together with Ronald
cause i'm going to camp soon.
Covered Bugis and Plaza Singapura
Wanted to walk over to Iluma
but i don't want to tire Ronald out.
Didn't manage to get hold of any presents.
continue some other day
i'm going broke.

Conincidentally. saw Cherie, Wanxian and Daphne at Kovan.
had dinner at chompchomp.
and Hougang plaza for Pool.
Now underage can even step into K pool.
that's why i'm there.
no feel to play, i prefer kovan
although i'm not pool craze.

I feel loved.
Ronald, i hope you like the video


i did some work with my camera again;

for an instance, i felt that compass point
is a place where i can scope for present shopping
Daphne and I got our presents for birthday peeps today.
but what i hate most is bringing two kids out with me
makes things inconvenient for me.
detest! we got our shopping done within an hour
call us SUPERB! one hour done with 4 person's present
never in my life i encounter such a way of shopping,
massive shopping. with that, money in my account went down.

after hearing what Cassandra said about the Singapore flyer
i yearn going there already!30mins at night , with Singapore's scenery
i will love that. i'll definitely go there before 26june
before that promotion ends. kay, i sound like some aunty
going gaga over such thing. but it's once in a don'tknowhowlong promotion
how can i ever miss it out duh?

i'm just done with my proposal editing
and i'm thinking of ways to counter problems faced in *
I'm thinking hard, but these type of things doesn't come just once.
ideas pop out of heads, the first wouldn't meant the best for it

i'm turning in soon. but i can't sleep
meeting dap to pass her cassan's present
i hope i will be awake by then
I got a feeling that insomnia's coming back

oh ya. weili's out
he text me once he got out.
i saw his bald head.
he kept asking my opinion
what i have to say to you
time to repent weili.
remember what i told you
studies can come to us.
think before you do.

Waiting for ronald's message
i don't think he'll forget to text me
the only chance that i can get out with him
till then , i 'll be busy
following week, his turn

he just got back from his hike
dead beat.
fengyuan's celebration he is at now.


plurk's fun!

Ronald said that my camera was a good one.
Probably i guess. If i have the money
i'll definetly get a better one.
I like taking photos.
it captures beautiful memories.
that will never be erased.
Capturing the slightest moment
can mean joy to me.

Capturing moments of my friends and ronald.
seems so beautiful and serene
Candid sometimes do the job.
I want those memories to stay in my heart
Even after those events.
There are flashbacks plus photos there in need for me
since at times i won't remember things clearly.
Photos will do the job.
I want a picture with you.

Next mass photo taking: Wanxian's & Weili's Birthday

Ronald isn't back from his hike yet
Vanessa be more patient:)
i thinking missing someone will make
you dream of him or her.
Is it logically proven ?
I hope so, I dreamt of Ronald last night
calling me to tell me about his hike.
i've gotten over my proposal.
i need retail therapy.
Girls, when are we going out again?
I need to swim, been ages since i swam

Happy 3RD!:)


Attend literature seminar alone.
cause the rest want to have some fun and decided to skip it.
Went to dhoby, /just nice saw ron and co.
Went arcade , met regina
Got People's birthday present.
didn't want to have dinner at macs.
Accompanied Regina for her's.
The guys came and find me.
went to mahanttan Fish market to have our dinner.
jiaqing made us laugh, /what more made me laugh till i tear
jokes filled the atmosphere.
Kind of celebrating Tobin's birthday

Went home early with bryan and Ronald.



Ronald, Happy 3rd month anniversary .
It's okay that you have to attend Scouts
Remember what i've told you last night.
But that's only part of what i'm going to tell you
Will find time to spend time together alright?
You know i love you a lot.
And i know you love me a lot:)