i got many what if
this isn't the first time posting what if

but everytime i've got insomnia
i'll think of this question
two what if's in my mind.
it kinda got intacted in my brain

if that you didn't left
things wouldn't have happen in such a way

if that you left
things will go in a different situation

both situations lead me to
a i don't know what i'll do answer

everything leads to complications.


i've got many things to worry about
for now.
i just want to give it my best one for all
and win it back! to prove you wrong.
and to devote myself to you